I didn't think it possible,
To hate someone this much...
To hate someone,
When I don't even know who they are.
All I can see is her,
In the arms of a faceless stranger,
Happier with him,
Than she ever was with me.
The flames burn inside my heart,
One of loving,
One of loathing,
One of living.
If I could choose the way out,
Which flame to extinguish,
The flame that pains everyone,
I would extinguish that of my life.
After all is it possible,
That she would come back to me,
And that I could truly take her back,
Knowing all this pain and suffering could reoccur.
I know I could take her back,
I know I won't stop loving her,
I never have not once,
Felt anything but love for her.
Although my love is eternal,
My life is surely not,
If I could end my life today,
I would be content knowing I loved her always.
My dying thoughts would be of her,
My dying words her name,
My dying wishes would be nothing more,
But her happiness.
I told someone I wouldn't think of this,
I know I shouldn't,
I know I